I would to ask you what I was doing.. but I am afraid you would give me an answer.. an honest one at that. Im not sure if I can deal with that. I have gotten so comfortable knee high in my own mess that I am not sure I could stand for some one to clean it. Yet when I decide to clean this mess for some one else I believe I enjoy it most of all. So I guess I should stick with not talking to you at all. Maybe not even looking at you. I will just keep talking to myself and avoiding the mirror as much as humanely ( i laugh at that word) possible.